My name is ALASKA!

GREETINGS ALL! ALASKA HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE PUPPY AGE, NOW TEN YEARS OLD, A GIFT TO MY SON. SHE LOVES HUGGING SNUGGLING PETTING EXTREME AND LOVES HARD. I AM VERY SAD THA I CAN NO LONGER GIVE HER THE COMFORT AND LOVE SHE NEEDS. MY SON IS NOT INTERESTED NOW HE IS COMING OF AGE AND I AM WORKING TOWARD LIVING MY VISIONS FOR ACHIEVING RETIREMENT, NOW 54YEARS OLD. ALASKA HAD HER RIGHT EYE REMOVED A FEW YEARS AGO DUE TO A CAT SCRATCH WHILE SHE WAS SNIFFING AROUND A CAR. SHE ALSO HAS ON HER REAR NIPPLES AREA PALPABLE KNOTS THAT ARE NOT TENDER, SEEPING, OR HURTFUL. SHE HAS GOTTEN A LITTLE USE TO CAR RIDES AS SHE SALIVATES AT FIRST. I WOULD LOVE FOR HER TO EXPERIENCE FUN, LOVE, AND PLAYFULNESS RUN AROUND WITH CHILDREN ADULTS, ALL SHE NEEDS! AS SHE GETS OLDER, I AM UNABLE TO PROVIDE THAT. I FEEL VERY UNHAPPY ABOUT IT, THIS IS THE BEST DECISION.