My name is Sascha!

I’ve had her since a couple days after she was born. She’s the lost loving full of life dog I’ve ever met. She's never shown a single aggressive move in any way, and loves every animal and human she’s come in contact with. She’s spent the majority of her life in doors but would also make a great outdoor dog. (She loves to run) To be clear there is nothing wrong with her, I’m the problem. Though she has loved me faithfully I️ am not a dog person and have struggled to connect with her although she adores me. I’ve kept her this long out of guilt, but I️ am at a place where I’m out of town so much she spends the majority of her life in a crate. I’m not a dog person, and I️ don’t know how to properly take care of her besides the basics. I can’t afford to take her to a vet though she hasn’t shown any signs of sickness since I’ve had her. When she was a puppy I️ took her to get shots and since then I️ haven’t so honestly I don’t know what she needs. She is about around 3 years old I️ think