My name is Smoosh!

My love for Smoosh is what started my little rescue. She used to come to my door to be fed. I noticed that she had been pregnant and that she had her babies somewhere else. It was 116 degrees outside and I looked at her and told her to bring her babies here. It was so strange the next time she came all her babies were on my porch and I opened the door and she brought them in one by one and put them in the hall closet. We ended up keeping them all.
4 years later Smoosh hasn't left the house. I am not going to lie it took along time for her to trust us.
She had started to trust us but was terrorized when we had to chase her to put her in the carrier to bring her to have her fixed. She had to re-trust us again. That is why she needs someone who will take their time with her and be patient with her. I worry about her the most that I won't be able to find a home for her. I am moving out of the country if it wasn't for that I would never part with her. I think maybe it should just be her